Psychotic Episodes vs. His Power

"At least I recognize my psychotic episodes." I told this to my husband last night, referring to my both physically & emotionally feverish Sunday night..baby longing, processing people's words & wondering at motives..all the concerns that I need to forward to Jesus but that somehow I can't release to Him when I in the tumult..somehow, despite my seemingly loosing battle, I awoke refreshed & ready to face the first day of Vacation Bible School..so know it was His power in me & so grateful for how needed I was..love feeling my purpose & His power wooshing through me..I have confidence not in me but in Him that I can succeed in life, ministry & business!!!